马男波杰克第三季

 1 ) 我永远都不能原谅你

有剧透，其实都是各人感受 还要完善 先听剧末那首： 我怀疑整部剧按着这歌词写的 Stars (Janis Ian写；动画里是Nina Simone唱) I was never one for singing what I really feel Except tonight I'm bringing everything I know that's real Stars, they come and go, they come fast or slow They go like the last light of the sun, all in a blaze And all you see is glory Hey but it gets lonely there when there's no one here to share We can shake it away, if you'll hear a story People lust for fame like athletes in a game, we break our collarbones and come up swinging, some of us are downed some of us are crowned, and some are lost and never found But most have seen it all, they live their lives in sad cafes and music halls They always come up singing Some make it when they're young, before the world has done its dirty job and later on someone will say "You've had your day, now you must make way" But they'll never know the pain of living with a name you never owned or the many years forgetting what you know too well That the ones who gave the crown have been let down You try to make amends without defending Perhaps pretending you never saw the eyes of grown men of twenty-five that follow as you walk and ask for autographs Or kiss you on the cheek and you never can believe they really loved you Some make it when they're old (Perhaps they have a soul they're not afraid to bare or perhaps there's nothing there) Some women have a body men will want to see and so they put it on display Some people play a fine guitar, I could listen to them play all day Some ladies really move across the stage and gee, they sure can dance I guess I could learn how, if I gave it half a chance But I always feel so funny when my body tries to soar And I seem to always worry about missing the next chord I guess there isn't anything to put up on display Except the tunes, and whatever else I say But anyway, that isn't really what I meant to say I meant to tell a story, I live from day to day Stars, they come and go, they're coming fast they come slow They go like the last light of the sun, all in a blaze And all you see is glory But most have seen it all, who live their lives in sad cafes and music halls And we always have a story So if you don't lose patience with my fumbling around I'll come up singing for you, even when I'm down 开始畅所欲言 我看了两遍，我跟我老公说别打扰我啊，Im in a Bojack Horseman Mood! 一开始我准备sad，我准备down。 但其实俗人如我，想要的还是惊喜，想要神剧情、想看金句、想要治愈。 结果刷第一遍，有点懵逼，尤其前四集没啥感觉。 Bojack要干嘛呢？他就是不断的say No，什么都not sure，大嘴巴什么都说。 让我觉得好没意思。工作都推，什么也不成事，所有关系都破坏 我不断翻评论，发现说第四集挺神，但说实话，从头到尾不说话并没有太打动我。 救了只小海马，之后奥斯卡没戏，那小姑娘死了，挺难过，但没达到那程度。 戴安和狗狗好好的，猫公主和老鼠结婚， 看着都挺懵逼。 眼看到最后，没什么神剧的希望了。 Bojack再次拒绝了一个都开拍的剧集，又搞砸了，他开车奔在荒野公路上。 这时切到猫公主拒绝了一个电话，一头和Bojack长的一模一样的小母马，叹口气挂了电话 这时Nina Sinmone的歌声与钢琴就开始了， 映衬着马男在急速飞车中，似乎要放弃的一刻， 那一刻这一两天的憋闷突然化为裂脸哭！ 你就感到整个一季是一个局，一个大局，这个剧无比现实地，none cliche地描写了悲的群像。 所有悲到了一个顶点，这个顶点就是： 在无意义的宇宙中，Bojack唯一能抓住的生活，家庭、孩子 就在茫茫人海里打不通这个电话！！！ 此刻我真的脸裂哭了。 再刷一遍，感受到剧情了。 开始一切还是好莱坞式的，Bojack想翻盘，想再次成功， 他忍受许多愚蠢，他为了奥斯卡，到处交际着，他眼里没别人，谁死了，谁结婚，他不在乎，他的人生就在忽悠奥斯卡这事。 到了中间生活的本质渐渐浮现 渐渐地Bojack发觉这世界根没人在乎他的华丽翻盘，大家在乎的是自己的事，大家都要从他那得到，是他已经不能再给的东西。 而他想送给世界的，真正的艺术，真正的好电影，something last~ 永远没有机会，永远没有机会！！！ 小高潮是互相伤害的大戏开始了 Bojack也不能免俗地只在乎自己忧伤和理想，以至于辜负一个又一个的朋友 小鹿和她的女儿、猫女、他的饭店、Todd、戴安和🐶，还有一个配角秃顶男。这些人想要的，他们想给的，也是投送无门。 这些人最终做出了许多选择，不管是不是通向他们的幸福，这些选择的副产品就是远离Bojack的一切 最后完全玩脱 从刚开始的意气风发，到奥斯卡完全失败，到家里一片凌乱，对猫对Todd，都是over。 他的生活又回到了一开始Horsing Around结束后的永远拒绝状态， 也许生活就从来没变过，都是他自己瞎折腾，奥斯卡什么从来跟他就没关系。 连那个电影都是电脑演的。就像歌里唱的： ~living with a name you never owned or the many years forgetting what you know too well That the ones who gave the crown have been let down You try to make amends without defending 完全玩脱时，他干脆彻底玩脱，和同样强撑Sarah Lynn一起，烟酒药，一起满世界跑，吃，瞎道歉，最后两人在天文馆里，看着浩瀚星辰。 Sarah在Bojack怀里走了， 再看一遍品出苦味了。 然后惨淡的梦醒了。Bojack哪怕在最后还想再翻一次盘，结果小女孩的话立刻让他知道自己的愚蠢 最后的最后他想到干脆结束自己的生命 远离所有这一切，可他没死成， 他看到了奔驰的一群马男， 他们就是那样单纯地奔跑着， 那些热汗，那些热血。 似乎感受了了人生的最初， 生命终究是一场心跳。 有心跳才有可能激动。 好的剧集就是这样，虽然是动画片，虽然许多搞笑的细节。比如🐶 可是最后整部作品似乎是拿生命 最真的体悟写出的。 他最大的美在于对观者之后的影响。 他将成为绵绵的回忆， 总在日后生命的某一天， 你是马男，你是猫女 你是戴安，但愿你不是Sarah， 你面对你的生活， 你站在镜头的中间，你跌入水中， 有你的朋友看着你，还有你呼吸的泡泡，那是你的方向，也是你唯一的方向